=( early mornings..
=( 2 days in a row being woken up to just move d car..! so tired n sleepy!
actually this isnt such a big thing.. yesterday wasnt bad.. neither was today.. its just some ppl who r just plainly rude n uncivilised! shame on him! d guards n d workers dun even care much! its just u!!
f*ck man.. d more u frickin bang on my door.. d more it sounds violent n scary.. d more i dun wana open d door! u think im dumb? at least im protected by d door!..
u started of d fight.. u started of screamin around.. dun blame me..! in d end.. whos d 1 at lost idiot?!
sigh.. watever craps! some ppl r just like tat..! dam!
Blessings in disguise..
Blessings in disguise.. many doesnt notice n appreciate it..
hehe well.. lucky me.. after many goin thru "shits", i still manage to smile n in fact.. pretty satisfied with life.. of course there r things n ppl tat i reli wish i have around.. they perfect my life.. i know everythin cant b perfectly goin according to wat u like.. n guess wat.. d recipe of happiness is just plainly b satisfied with wat u haf..
For those ppl who plays a role in my life now.. thanks for being there... im trully thankful to have u..
For those who played a role in my life before.. thanks for being there before.. i pray tat our path cross again n i miss u heaps..!
hehe basically.. today.. im happy.. satisfied.. n d best part is.. im not as confused! hahahaha
take care ppl! Muah n HugZ!!
=S
D internet connection in malaysia is soooo slow these days!!
darn..! evthins laggin so shit.. =P
anyway.. =( i miss playin pool sooo much!!
cud u imagine.. i used to play it evday.. well.. almost evday.. n i haven touched pool for ages!!
last wk had a few snooker game.. but still! pool is diff..! **pout..
oh well.. no matter wat i promised im not ever gonna play pool anymore..
God noes y parents just haf this conception that pool is a game for boys.. a game for gamblers.. a game for smokers..!!
oh wait!! thanks to those idiots who actually did those things for real!
sigh...
gtg, night!
. . .
Brought it back.. flash back.. felt it back.. left it back..
wat a cycle..
previously, no doubt both was hurt.. both was at fault tho no1 intended it.
theres no point talking bout d past.. if there is no more feelings n willingness to solve it..
both r confused if its worth it.. confused if it really is wat both want.. both r scared of rejection..
til then, there is no ending to any discussion.
somehow, i stil had faith.. might b a stupid thought.. might b a good motivation..
which ever 1 it is.. its gonna take real long..
well.. time heals...
but does he deserve it?
will our path cross again if we dun work for it?
is this d ending or d starting?
old n new..
plannin to change d blog from friendster blog to blogspot coz frenster cud onli keep 10 posts..
To read d posts before watever is posted in this blog.. check out http://vondj.blogs.friendster.com
thanks! bye..
