Thursday, September 21, 2006

WTH!

wat is wrong with some ppl! do they just not know wat they're doing or they know its wrong but they just do it for f**kS!?

told her off.. warned her.. adviced her.. scolded her.. screamt at her.. threatened her.. convisticating things.. everythin is tried!!
its not torture.. its not commands.. its for her own good life n future..

this is as much as i can take it.. d rest.. d hell with u!! go n get it done urself! f**k off!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

New..

Class started again.. so far so good.. nothin tat i worried about came into reality.. hehe of course except tat i am hell lazy to go for classes.. but its good.. my timings r gettin better..

great tat evthin turns out pretty good.. but i noe it cud haf been better..
the 2 closest ppl to me is no longer around..
somehow..now they both became the 2 ppl who r furthest away from me.. but even up to this point.. i am happy to know them once b4.. now that they have gone away to have a better life.. i really miss them n i hope for the best for d both of them..
hope.. tat 1 day all the bad times will pass n i will b blessed n lucky enough to spend time with them again..

i miss d days we hang out together.. smoke together.. drink together.. shop together.. play pool together.. pass good n bad times together.. everythin !
apart from spendin times.. d 2 of u were my comfort zone.. tho we r not priviledged to be as close as b4.. just know tat i will always always remember n care about u guys.. i might not show it coz im restricted in some ways.. but i do..

Thursday, September 14, 2006

sigh.. **

Haven written in a long time.. well tats actually a good thing.. tat means evthins becomin more steady..

started a few new routine.. good routine tat is..
still workin on a few other things to make it better..

startin class soon again.. tats a significant change.. changes can b good or bad.. prayin for d best!

sigh.. 2 ppl around me are drivin me crazy.. 1 just haf such high pride n 1 has major problem with ignorance.. dam! sigh.. at d same time im so tired n cranky.. great night isnt it..
hmm.. ill forget it by tmr hopefully..!

goodnight**.....